Boiling

I'm literally boiling now, with anger, no less. I feel like I have been betrayed, by someone I've been loyal to. Why in the world would he do things behind my back? Has he no respect for me? Or worse, does he think I'm invisible? This is simply too much to stomach, after the same incident happening 2 days in a row. *sigh* What is a girl to do? I can only keep quiet and accept it. As Saucer always advised me, if I want respect, I have to stand up for myself. But do I have the courage to stand up for myself? I really do not know. But what I do know is that my emotional thermometer has just shot way up, beyond scales. I. AM. PISSED.